So it’s my birthday, I mean I didn’t plan for any party celebration, fancy dinner or drinking session. Not really in a birthday mood, just want to have a nice meal and chill, this is what I ever wish for this year. Maybe 2019 hasn’t been good to me although it’s only March but honestly I had enough bad luck… So far nothing good has happened to me yet. I got my first saman on the third day of 2019, I was so lucky that MBPJ sent me 2 red letters just because the first and only saman I have in my life; I was also hit by a car even though I was sober and I drove really slowly. On top of those, I was robbed just last week. I lost my first chanel, wallet, cash and a phone I just got like 2 months ago. So many things happened in a short span of time. I’m getting a slight emotional break down. I used to be a lucky star in my life but why do all of these keep happening to me? Maybe my luck this time is really running dry.
But no worries, life still goes on, good things gonna happen soon hopefully (trying to stay positive). I think I should write a book about losing stuff in my life. It’s gonna be super entertaining I assume. Lastly, thank you for all the birthday wishes, I appreciate that you spent a minute to write me birthday wishes or sing me birthday song through voice msg, that’s the effort I can tell! 😉 Don’t ask me how old I am, don’t guess my age wrongly, and don’t say I look older than my age.. you just gonna remember Alexis Grace is super hot, sexy, adorable, independent and a strong woman! And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF once again... 🍰
生日到了,没特地搞任何派对庆祝或聚会。只想跟朋友吃一顿好吃的,一个意思就好。今年一点气氛也没有,可能2019我过得并没有很好,虽然三月而已,但是我的运气很不好......到目前为止还没有任何好的事情发生过。2019年的第三天我就收到了我人生中的第一个saman,特别幸运,MBPJ竟然给我发了两封红信催我还钱;即使我很清醒很小心地开车,我还是被车撞了。而就在上周我无端端就被抢劫了。我的第一个香奈儿,钱包,现金和我刚刚在2个月前买的手机都没了。在那么短的时间内发生了很多事情。我几乎情绪崩溃。我是曾经的那么幸运的一个人,为什么突然间这些一直不断的发生在我身上?也许这次我的运气真的干枯了。
可是,生活仍然继续,好的事情一定会发生(硬着头皮勉强保持积极态度)。我想我应该写一本关于我不见东西的书。我觉得这一定是本非常有趣的的书!
谢谢你们的生日祝福,感谢你花了一分钟给我写生日祝福,或者通过语音留言给我唱生日歌!不要问我今年几岁,不要猜错我的年龄,不要说我看起来比我年龄大......记得Alexis Grace是热辣,性感,可爱,独立又坚强女人就好!(哈哈)最后还是得跟自己说声生日快乐,又长大一岁咯......🍰
同時也有1部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過2,250的網紅Benjamin Man — iBenTV,也在其Youtube影片中提到,I wrote this song inspired and based on 1 Peter 5:6-9, and it's my way of expressing the essence of what it's like believing in God. I included a ran...
i am sober song 在 LilKrake小章章 Facebook 的最佳貼文
JUST BARS MV的歌詞是刻意做比較不明顯 不想蓋掉畫面 重複看了幾個higher brothers的MV字幕就打算用成這樣了哈哈
對歌詞意思有興趣的朋友可以看看這篇文
這是清楚的雙語翻譯版本歌詞:
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一直拿著手機 講著不一樣的口氣
Always holding my phone, speaking in different tones
人格分裂
Split personality
我像是二十四個比利
Feel like I'm The Minds of Billy Milligan
追著風影
Chase the wind and clutch at shadows
和穎做事要求黃金比例
Request myself doing things like the Golden Ratio
要有做大事的脾氣
Need the guts to do it big
家人朋友全都忘記
Fams and friends all be forgotten
告訴你 惱人的思緒 擾人的憂鬱
Telling you the annoying thoughts, disturbing depression
永遠只會憋在心裡
Always stay in the mind
沒有分享和心得 真的和軀殼
No sharing and feelings, real and differences
一線之隔在於誰關心你
Just a fine line between who cares you
My place is lack of peace, time to seize
內心無法平復 是時候該抓住
Whatever I seek for
不管我在尋求什麼
The sky is no light out there holding me
天空將沒有光芒擁護我
Too many of us are now so woefully survive
現在有太多人在可悲地活著
做自己還要擔心出頭地
Have to worry about success when doing me
Sick people getting rich when I tryna be practical
當我在試著變得實際些 有病的人卻變得富有
Poor you and me we only act like cynical
可憐的你我只得裝作憤世嫉俗
No more middle class always stay in medio
中產階級不再只是平庸
When Death giving me a trial I'll bring on my soul
當死神審判我時 我將獻上我的靈魂
將心臟秤在上頭 我將問心無愧
Put my heart on the scale I'll have no regrets
清算我造的孽 死神宣判我無罪
After the reckoning of sins, the Death sentences me not guilty
I can't take no more
再也無法承受
Friends go different way
朋友都離去了
I want the real talk
我想聽真實的話
The fake stay fake
虛偽的還是虛偽
How to reach that goal
如何達成目標
Pay my living pay
交付我的生活費
I just wanna be raw
只想回歸最初
I ain't going back
我絕不回頭
20個年頭還算平穩得過 有時我也想放棄過
Almost fine in these 20 years, sometimes I have thought about giving up
從小愛素描愛音樂的我 也很想埋頭地做
Love sketching and music since young, also wanted to immerse myself in it
台灣的教育制度讓我不能馬虎 得要讓課業先顧
Taiwan's education wasn't letting me go, must study hard first
從來都一個人來 不搞噱頭和表面作秀
Always by myself with no gimmicks and publicity stunt
我不被接受
I am not accepted
國二取了筆名 lil Krake
Name the pen name lil Krake in the 2nd grade of junior high
Thought it was making me different
以為讓自己與眾不同
Cool like lil jon and lil wayne
像lil jon和lil wayne一樣酷
現在爛大街的 lil 字輩
Now there are a bunch of "lil" names on the streets
從來都不需要太多的我 走上了獨木舟 仍全力以赴
Always don't need too much, go alone by a canoe, I'm till make an all-out
錯怪我做事偷雞摸狗的對手 嫉妒我早已奠定基礎
The rivals who blame me for tricky, envy my foundation has been established
根本就不需要模仿著 Migos 你還當我新手
No need to imitate Migos, you think I'm still a newbie
All these critical comments against me, don't need to prove
這些對我的批評 也不需用去證明
默默無名變成曇花一現
Anonymity becomes a flash in the pan
I got no fame to lose my fans
我沒有足夠的名氣去失去粉絲
Looking at the ATM
看著提款機
Filling my bowl with the sand
用沙子填滿我的碗
Just bars
只是一些詞
There's no charts
沒有計畫
If you heard this, you know I ain't gonna stop
如果你聽到這個 你知道我不會停下
Drop tops
敞篷車
Fuck non!
沒有
I just quit my job in case I wanna see around
辭掉了工作以防我只是想四處逛逛
Bars
Bars Bars
Everyday since trapping in the thoughts
從陷入的思緒中開啟每一天
Bars
Bars Bars
Scars on my heart
在我心上的疤痕
It's so raw
才剛劃下
I ain't the middle man bro, don't ask me
嘿 我不是中間人別來問我
Cause I also trapped in the world
因為我也同樣深陷於這個世間
Now look at the mirror, this guy standing
現在看向鏡子 站了一個傢伙
But he ain't a hero
但他不是英雄
Submit my resume everyday, I can't open my eyes
每天投出履歷 我無法睜眼看清
Seeing what I stand for
我到底是為了什麼
I want it postponed, no more phone call
想推遲掉這些事 別再有電話聲響起
Awaking me from wonderland
將我從夢境中給喚醒
So many wanderings and I can't recall any word
徘徊了許久我卻記不住任何一句
That I wanna say
我想說的話
I saw people not be seen what they doing good
我看到人們因為做好事不被看到
So they doing bad
所以他們就做壞事
How can they doing nothing when they down
當他們失落時 他們怎能什麼都不做
Just praying for god's sake
就只是向上帝祈求
And some don't play empathy to the person involved
還有一些人不會同情他人
Cause they haven't felt the pain
只因為他們還沒痛過
那麼多 那麼多 在腦邊的囉哩八嗦 我想耳根清靜
Too much noise around me, I just want peace of mind
跟誰說都差不多 只想慢慢走過 我可能搞不定
It's no difference between who I talking to, I wanna pass it through but I may not handle it
說真的 現在誰保持理性 誰寫了深的根本沒人想聽
Matter of fact who's rational and who's writing deep, no one cares
找個 Free beat 寫了幾句重複的話語 砸錢拍個 MV
Find some free beats, write the same words, money for the music video
這是社會行情 就像是 不一樣的屎 裝在紙裝的袋子
This is social market, it's like putting different shits into different paper bags
萬人皆醉 我保持清醒
Staying sober while everyone else is drinking
不搞牌子 拿著筷子 Still Oversize
No brands, with chopsticks, I'm still oversize
我看著窮酸 沒人想攀 但我涵養比你大一號
I look poor, no one wants to be close to me, but my inside is bigger than you
我從不求讚 獨自處在 與你不相交的平交道
Never beg for the likes, I'm alone at the level crossing that not intersect with you
I can't take no more
再也無法承受
Friends go different way
朋友都離去了
I want the real talk
我想聽真實的話
The fake stay fake
虛偽的還是虛偽
How to reach that goal
如何達成目標
Pay my living pay
交付我的生活費
I just wanna be raw
只想回歸最初
I ain't going back
我絕不回頭
我不滿這世界 不接受 心中的那股赤焰
I'm dissatisfied with the world that doesn't accept the flame of my heart
我被逼著妥協 只得遷就 每夜出現的夢魘
I was forced to compromise, I have to
accommodate the nightmare that appears every night
Let bygones be bygones, It would never go back
讓過去成為過去 時間不會回溯
習慣了敗仗的拜訪 但我從不退卻
Get used to the defeat's visit, but I never retreat
Just bars
只是一些詞
There's no charts
沒有計畫
If you heard this, you know I ain't gonna stop
如果你聽到這個 你知道我不會停下
Drop tops
敞篷車
Fuck non!
沒有
I just quit my job in case I wanna see around
辭掉了工作以防我只是想四處逛逛
Bars
Bars Bars
Everyday since trapping in the thoughts
從陷入的思緒中開啟每一天
Bars
Bars Bars
Scars on my heart
在我心上的疤痕
It's so raw
才剛劃下
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i am sober song 在 Benjamin Man — iBenTV Youtube 的最佳貼文
I wrote this song inspired and based on 1 Peter 5:6-9, and it's my way of expressing the essence of what it's like believing in God.
I included a range of clips; from worship concerts to chilling in our youth room to Hillsong concerts TO ELLIE GOULDING concerts to washed out concerts to my trip in japan to bonfires; anyway, it represents how no matter where we are and how toxic our environment is- God is with us.
"6) Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. 7) Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 8) Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9) Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings."
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Lyrics:
In the valley of my doubts
I appear
In a place where all I see is fear
All that I can think about is why,
Why is this all happening to me
At the mountain foot He stands alone
All alone against the father of lies
Like a roaring lion he prowls around
It’s looking to devour my soul
And through the storms,
I get lost in the ways of the world
And I am weak, I give in to the curse inside me
In the dark I’ll close my eyes
In the light I’ll realize,
You will lift me up in times
When I’m weak
You have planned my every move
You will know what I will do
Mighty God I trust in You
When my mind is somewhere insecure
When in times my heart is far, from shore
At a place where storms are raging, I am sure
Your love is never-failing, to me
And through the storms,
I get lost in the ways of the world
And I am weak, I give in to the curse inside me
In the dark I’ll close my eyes
In the light I’ll realize,
You will lift me up in times
When I’m weak
You have planned my every move
You will know what I will do
Mighty God I trust in You
All the people sing:
“Glory to the highest name”
Build a fire to break the chains on us
All the people sing:
“Hallelujah praise His name”
Worthy is the one who drank the cup