#ShoutoutToMyself
I sometimes feel that no one truly understands me. Then I think harder, there actually is - me.
I owe it to myself, to love myself when everything else fails because in the end, you pick your own pieces up. I stay true & loyal to myself when everyone else isn't. I try to learn to be at peace with myself, cause most of times I beat myself up. Comparing & feeling like I'm not good enough. I want to be free of that miserable feeling thats holding myself back & the self pity. I have my insecure times too. Its stupid to compare yourself to anyone or anything period & that I have to remind myself everyday. It's super exhausting, all these unnecessary self inflicting stress. I do have times where I'm very vulnerable to everything including myself. I once hated the way I look & being so small but I grew up accepting me for who I am. I'm not flawless but I know & im okay with that, I'm not perfect but perfect for myself. I've a hard time doing a lot of thing but I never stop doing it anyway. I changed myself for many reason & people because I told myself I want to improve so I could be a better version of me. But there are things that I wished I didn't do or change.I love the way life moulded me to be who I am today. Learning new things, facing new challenges be it physically & mentally as well. I don't need anybody to tell me who I should be or what I should be. I am loved for being me & if anyone should think otherwise, by all means leave. I am just another girl who feels exactly what you feel.i am content with what I have. I tell myself everyday I should be doing better things. I am also my own true enemy, the hardest fight I have to put up with is myself. I just want to be happy with myself & for myself because no one is gonna do that for me. I'm the best at being me.
Learn to love yourself more, it's okay to be selfish or for wanting the best for your own. 💕
PS: I don't need the whole world to love me, just myself & ones I love.
#IOweThisToMyself #MessageToMyself
