This is my final night being 31. Tomorrow, I will wake up a whole year older. I suddenly felt the urge to take a selfie so I can reflect back. I’m all set for bed. No makeup or filter so I can see how I really look and if much has changed. I feel the same. In many ways, the little girl who has always been me is still very much alive within me but physically, I am beginning to see changes. These changes can easily be overlooked as flaws but they are indeed blessings. I certainly have more baby lines in the corners of my eyes and I’ll be thankful for they only appear when I smile or laugh. They are my joy lines. This year was the year I really started to notice grey hairs not just on myself but also on @bubzhubz . I am so grateful for the fact we are truly growing old together. My eyes do seem to look permanently tired these days but my lack of sleep is traded for endless cuddles and kisses. I know I’ve always looked at my sunspots at my nemesis but they do remind me of all the adventures I’ve had in the sun with my friends and loved ones. This year seemed so busy yet also quiet. A lot was spent in my nightie at home. I spent 31 “doing” less but doing more. It took me time to learn that life is not about having but being. Being in the moment. Being present. Being with my family. Being able to make lots of precious memories. It’s been such a spectacular year. What I’m most proud from being 31 is probably being a published author. I wish I could high 5 the younger me and tell her everything will be alright in the end and guess what? Thank goodness you are “weird”. Until today, I still get butterflies when you guys tag me in book reviews. I spent a good 15 minutes trying to think what I’m least proud of but eventually realised its not that I don’t have anything I’m not proud of. It’s just I don’t need to dwell on my failures. After all, my mistakes have taught me the best lessons. I am so grateful for everything good and bad this year. Speaking of grateful, thank you for sticking out the past decade with me. It’s been the most amazing journey because you guys are like family to me. Here’s to another year! I love you guys . #bubzvlogz #byebye31 #hello32
