Grief.
It's something no one wishes to experience. Yet, it happens to everyone at one point or another in our lives. Actually, it doesn't happen just once. The older we get, grief will come knocking on our doors every once in a while because that is just how life works .While I've always tried to look on the bright side of life, July was truly a turbulent and depressing month for me.
You see, while still dealing with the shocking local news regarding mental health issues and trying my best to have an open discussion with the kids as we head into the exam period, my own world fell apart when I was informed that my beloved grandma was hospitalised and in a coma.
For the next two weeks, it was terribly dreadful that we couldn't visit her due to the pandemic restrictions. We had video calls with her almost every day to tell her we love her and gently urge her to wake up but I wanted to be by her side so, so badly. My spirits were lifted when my Mum told me she opened her eyes and we even heard her saying "Bye bye". Surely that is a good sign and she is getting better, right?
Alas, things deteriorated swiftly and by the end of that fortnight, she decided to leave this world. I can't go into details now without being a wreck because I just miss her so much and have so many regrets. For now, I am working on gathering her photos and making a video so that my kids will always remember her. I guess when I am ready, I will dedicate a post to her and pour my feelings out. But for now, I'm just not brave enough to do it yet. In this post of "Happiness is...", I've realised it's okay to sometimes be a little lost and a little sad.
miss you so badly 在 Re: [請益] miss u so - 看板Eng-Class - 批踢踢實業坊 的推薦與評價
一般講話不會用"miss you so"喔
就是講"miss you so much"
"miss you so" 是用在歌詞或書寫上像詩之類的
miss you so 後面除了接 much 外,我還真不知道能接什麼~
對了, 也可以說: miss you so badly
意思是一樣的
※ 引述《ararthur ()》之銘言：
: 請問口語上 miss you so = miss you so much 嗎?
: so 可以省略其後面的形容詞或副詞來讓人家自己填空嗎?
: 總覺得這個說法很熟悉也很順
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